I had to assume my actions and i left him alone. I let him hate me, i let him bitch at me and i let people talk. Why? Cuz what i did was wrong, but to me it was something i had to do. 2 months ago me and mu ex talked and he said he had forgiven me and that we could be friends. It didnt work out. To me, he is gone from my life and ill never get him back. It looks like he hates me but hes told me that hes used to my absence now and that hate just cant be something he can feel. He said that we HAVE to be ” acquaintances with a past” even if we wanted to be more. He’ll forever be in my heart but i dont regret what i did and i have never since it happened. So if what you feeel its too strong, the guilt, the regret and the way you miss him, then maybe you didnt do the right thing. But if seriously, itll never be the same and you should let him be. Live the life you chose to live.
Really do i? Am i part of those campings and those parties? Have i ever been a part of anything in this city? Im actually kinda sad that its my grad and i dnt have enough friends to rent a limo, or enough friends to even thinking on going to after grad. What a lonely city this is, or maybe i am the problem. I dont know but it still sucks, i feel sooooo left out. Like i dint even go to this freaking school. Whats it gonna be at grad? Like ugghhh this is so sad. I feel pathetic.
Chat de pirate: Crisser et Décrisser
- Crisser une volée : to hit, beat the fuck of someone
- Crisser la paix : to leave alone, leave in peace
- Crisser patience : to go the fuck away
- Crisser ça là : to give up/abandon,
- Crisser son camp : to go away/leave
- Crisser au bout de ses bras : to…
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